I am the abyss. The saturated darkness that took over my sanity.
—Ako to JM
Dominated by beasts of their subconscious demons.
Enjoying the fame that they sugar-coat.
When Aizen’s blade touched the tip of your tongues.
Wala akong pake sa gobyerno dahil alam ko sa sarili ko na kung pagbabago talaga ang hanggad ko, kailangan ko itong umpisahan sa sarili ko.
Nagising nanaman ako kanina dahil sa bangungot. Buti nagigising ako.
I was in this room full of psychos. I was able to escape but they managed to capture me and when I was about to get killed in a brutal manner, I woke up.
I hate Luke Edgemon for picking Blake. it’s not strategic, it is suicide. Country singers have these powerful voices, which killed you during knockouts. If you picked Usher, you might get the chance. Talents like yours is what I always rooted for in these kind of competition.
And now, my only memory of you would be your “I Can’t Make You Love Me”.
I did not exist to please people. If I don’t like you, don’t expect me to talk or give a damn about you.
I push people away, not a fan of forcing people to do things and beg for their presence. I know the path I chose will be like this. Loneliness and solidarity.
I’m not okay but I am.
Hindi ako anti-social. Wala lang talaga gusto kumausap sa akin.
Wala akong pasok bukas kasi tuesday to saturday shift ang pinili ng trainer ko.
Hindi ako pabor dito, mas gusto ko pa sa office kasi kahait papaano may nakakausap ako dun, may nagjojoke at napapatawa ako.
Last week, 4 na beses ako binangungot. Lagi ako akong hindi makatulog ng maaga at maayos. Hindi ako namamansin ng tao hangga’t hindi sila ang nauuna. Mabilis mapuno temper ko.